I do not know what happend these days.I just like a lonely ghost in and out in my house ,and no body care about me beside my daughter.I am so depressed faceing  to my wife's unfamiliar face.When I back to my home,the blue,sorrow,upset,depress cold etc.Every bad things come to me.It is just a kind of place to have a little rest ,maybe I can only called it House but not Home.Hopefully this darkness time will finished not far away.And I have no idea whether I can hold of it. Love is the tomb of marriage,maybe yes,maybe no.Only God Know.I just don't Know.